Once i publicly show off my daily activities, they'll be no more privacy for me tho. Well. say hello to my exploration in life. I will come out from the shell and go out from the hideous place somewhere in my life. So, i will arranged my life back and will give the best for myself. There's no time for us to giving up life since we all knows that you only live once. I'm not encouraging you guys to do something badass out there, but hell yeah just do what you always want to do. in life, we must have targets in our life  to achieve, if youve none, find one then.

We gonna admit that all of woman in this life were pretty fucking beautiful. we act like we always want to. Need to change? Just change, wanna be badass, just go on. As long as dont be Dumbass lol. Its like we freaking need weed, to vanish all of our problems. But, we forgot that we can can sell them to others and get a lot of money while theyre hurting themselves. eh wait dont put the negativity so hard, we need to discipline our boobs eh ops sorry our self i meant.

Love? Sometimes its hurt. Sometimes its helping to those who need help. but people nowadays need real love tho. No one could love your own self rather than you. Help people and dear them like your mum always do. Always remember that once you failed somehow in your life, your tits not gonna be huge for a second eh ops sorry kinda influenced by a drama called '2 broke girls'. if you having some hard time, just watch the drama, you can thank me later.

Hi! so let me introduce myself. Hi there. Its me Atikah, So here i am again, blogging like the old times before. That was when i was still have the spirit in life, and were achieving a lot of awards as an athlete nor excel in academic. Back then, i was super motivated by my surrounding, i have a friends, i'm playing badminton and joined a lot of tournaments, have a chances to represent my state. And at the same time, i was so thrilled with becoming a good student which is i'm the top student in my school. Well, people said, that is your reward, you study hard like an animal, you've got what you did.

Hell yeah, now im really lost and kinda stuck with my own life. get depress as in wanna suicide. Well, here i am now. Happy, and ambitious while living with my loving boyfriend. He's kinda cute tho.

I'm getting into blog again because i want to share some of my experiences in my studies and also wanna sells my art. art is passion, architecture is suicide. See ya on my next post.